"Finding Good in Goodbye"

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        After all these days, this is me accepting that I will never be your bestfriend, or just your friend--or as whatever that we have intended it to be.

        Not now. Maybe not in the future. My road is not paved to go the same way as yours. And while so badly I want to convince that it is, I think somewhere deep down inside of me I always knew we'll separate ways.

        It doesn’t make us bad people. It doesn’t make me or you the villain. It just means that I was not meant to be one of the main characters in your life story. While what I want is to spend best friendship days with you, now I could only accept that it’s not going to happen. You let go. I stopped trying.

        I almost wonder what it would have been if we never had met. If you didn't ask me to add you in my Facebook friends' list and tagged you with our photos together, if you didn’t say we’ll get in touch, if we didn't start chatting and sharing things, if no sweetness, if no promises, or if there were no expectations. There may have been no awkwardness. no disappointments and here would have been no dealing with pain.

        Instead, our words came through and crashed each other so fast and so hard that it will never be the same after.

        My heart may have been in my hand the entire time reaching out to you, but you were never going to be the one to keep it safe. The wall I was trying to break seemed so high and strong and I know I've hurt you in the process, I'm hurting too, until we both need to surrender.

        It breaks my heart to know that I am never be the person you wish me to be. I will no longer be the one you will tell, “I don’t know if I deserved your kindness” and “I thank God for your life”.  I won’t be that person anymore because you no longer want it to be. I can’t make you appreciate me more as it was, or make you stay just how I wanted it to be, though I’ve tried.

        Thank you for everything and I am sorry. Keep well.



💗Atty. Su




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