My Chronicle

  Memories play a very confusing role.... They make you laugh when you remember the times you cried so much. But they make you cry when you  remember the times you laugh together. 💗Atty. Su

  I LOVE  YOU I LOVE YOU… not because I am interested in the relief from loneliness and companionship your presence and friendship can provide, I believe I have enough of that.   I LOVE YOU …because of your kindness and your soul really inspires me. Because you are someone who can show my real self to me and not everyone can do that.   I am grateful every day. 💗Atty. Su

      I feel like I'm in a competition; competing with chances, with time and with all possibilities to be able to get there in your heart. That love is my only weapon, the sole and invisible thing I can afford to give, and when I stop, I'd surely lose. But I just can't stop and I just can't hold back even if, yes it's hard, it's painful, challenging and even if winning is far beyond real. Because those hardships and pains in trying is nothing compare to the unfathomable meaning of why I would chose to continue loving.     When I get tired, it doesn't mean I stop. I just have to rest so I can pull my clutch and move on...      I Love You, for real. 💗Atty. Su

            After all these days, this is me accepting that I will never be your bestfriend, or just your friend--or as whatever that we have intended it to be.           Not now. Maybe not in the future. My road is not paved to go the same way as yours. And while so badly I want to convince that it is, I think somewhere deep down inside of me I always knew we'll separate ways.           It doesn’t make us bad people. It doesn’t make me or you the villain. It just means that I was not meant to be one of the main characters in your life story. While what I want is to spend best friendship days with you, now I could only accept that it’s not going to happen. You let go. I stopped trying.           I almost wonder what it would have been if we never had met. If you didn't ask me to add you in my Facebook friends' list and tagged you with our photos together, if you d...